Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Didn't attend school today. :P
Because mum wants to bring me go see a new doctor for ma skinnnnnn.
Woke up at 8.40am prepared and went to see our new house.
Well its quite big and I like it. :)

Owh. Did I told you people before that I am going to move?
Because the place I am staying now, they soon gonna smash it all these houses and build Condo or flat.
It is so sad.
This place I already stayed for 8 years. I was 6 when I move in.

After that, drop my sister and brother back home and then went to have some breakfast.
Ate 'Pan Mee'. Yum yum!
Then went to see the doctor. Walao the doctor talks like he just woke up from his sleep. --
By listening to his voice you will be fallen asleep.
FML I got heaps of bitter medicines to drink everyday.
I rather kill myself right now. Zzz..

Then went to Tesco to settle my sister's some Digi stuff.
While waiting my sister to come, I showed my mum my dream watch.
The price was Rm300 something. I didn't expect mum will buy it for me.
She was there blah blah blah about me very good at choosing expensive stuff.







She only let me choose the RM98 Casio digital watch only.
That wan not bad I quite like it and I choose the pink wan.
When the guy bring it to the counter my mum suddenly changed her mind.
She called met to take my dream watch. :o
She said it's for my this year Birthday present.

Yipeedooo!
Let me show you baby!





OH MY LOVE.


NICE NOT?! NICE NOT?! :D

I AM SOOOOO HAPPY TODAY!


Ending it here. Wanna go kiss my baby watch!
WHEEEEEEEEE~

With Love,
Samantha.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Kena denda today. :(
By my Bm teacher, Pn Loh, because I didn't write date in her exercise.
Then I have to write " Saya mesti tulis tarikh untuk setiap latihan."


Come on teacher I have better things to do than writing THAT for 500 TIMES.
RAWR.
Thank God Tze Ming and Kwan Yee helped me a lil bit.
Thanks ya! :D

But still I have to write a lot.
Write till my hand hurts.





Sedang berusaha. Lol.




:o No idea why my hair today was so wavvvyyyy.


:/


Well, ending it here.
Time really flies! Tomorrow will be March already.
8 more months to PMR. FML FML FML.

With Love,
Samantha.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Yo wassup people!

Can you see that? I AM BACK!
I couldn't stand it that I didn't update my blog for sooooo long.
Plus, the front page is an emo post. :/

Have been really really busy lately.
With homework I guess.

I was doing a composition given by Ms Soorya just now.

So basically it was about this man. -_-

My brother gave me a seaweed.





Instructions on how to eat. :o


Firstly open the packet.


Then enjoy it in anyway you like it. :D

The seaweed is super spicy!

A cup of Ribena will do. :DDDDDDDDD

A good way of relaxing when doing homework. Lols.
Thats it! A short post today. Baai.

With Love,
Samantha.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Hi people.
It's been a while right since my latest post.
Sorry being too busy this year.
There was lots of stuff have to be done.
Even myself doesn't where to start. :/

Well about my Melacca post its been a while in my drafts.
Just couldn't finish it.
I guess it won't be up already then. :(

How's life?
My life........?
I don't even think I have life and how much wish I don't have life.

Well my life been going really bad.
This month is a disaster to me.

• Homework pile up
• School
• Skin getting WORST
• Doesn't talk to sister for the WHOLE bloody month
• Being lonely
• Internet line cut off. (Now using cousin's com)
• NO CNY celebration or angpau's due to my father's death
• MISS DADDY
• No confidence on myself

The kind of pain I went through everyday no one knows. My skin is just getting worst. Its always painful when I wake up from bed. That kind of pain makes me don't feel like doing anything. Once touches water you will just feel like you went to hell. I care much on my outlooks.
I am trying to avoid as much as people as I could because I just couldn't stand myself being so ugly.

Another thing that makes me drop tears for the WHOLE month is my sister. Well its not that I don't wanna talk to her. Its she been treating very bad this month. Ever since my cousin, Ginny, came over to stay at my house she's been acting like as if I am not exist on Earth. I talked to her nicely she answer me in a bad way. I tried some ways like help her did some of her work and she still acting like a bitch. Every she went, she always brings me along. But now? NO! She now always Ginny here Ginny there. Wtf? Fine I admit I am lil jealous. *wtf* She's now forcing me to move all my stuff to my mum's room because she wanted space for Ginny to put her stuff. GRRR.

I am being very lonely nowadays. I don't know why its just so...The person that talks to me and spend the most time with me is my daddy. Now that he is gone apart of me has gone too. Sister also don't talk to me. Mum..? I don't know about her. She's being going crazy lately. I can say now she gain a new hobby that is called yelling. She just yells at people every single second minute and day. Brother? Well he is been funny and nice lately but I rarely see him though.
He's been currently working hard for his new job and have lots of errands to run.

So now you expect who the hell I can talk to?
My dog? great...She only looking at me head must be thinking what am I talking about.
My books? They don't really answer people. :/

I cried today,yesterday and yesterday's yesterday.
Thinking of just jumping off to sea and bye bye to the World.
Then I can meet my beloved dad up there.
There's no point of life here is not much difference of hell to me.
Why must I live in sorrow,tears and a family that hates the existence of me where else I can just jump off a sea, stab myself with a knife, swallow poison, get hit by a car then I can get out of this life?

I am not joking. I will. Sooner or later.
Daddy wait for me.

Samantha.

Friday, December 17, 2010

This post is special dedicated to May Ying and Alex. ;D


THANK YOU MAY YING SO MUCH! :D

That's been very sweet of you for making me such a beautiful card. I love it!
And thanks for the fried rice treat! *winks*


I've been currently reading The Chronicles Narnia: The Voyage Of The Dawn Threader.
Yup the current movie in the cinema though.
The book was fantastic. I bought it at some book fair so the book only costs Rm12.90.
Gah so cheap right? Now I regret for not buying the whole 7 series. :(


I am big fan of Narnia! :D


See this cute little cow bookmark that lexxie got for my birthday. Its so useful for me because I love reading novels. THANK YOU! <3

She also got me a Nike t-shirt. Its in my cupboard I am so lazy to take a picture and post it up.
Anyways its pink in colour, Alex is trying to make me look gay. :P

I know this post have been very late.
But I couldn't get this picture into my computer. So...this post have been drag until so late. :P

With Love,
Samantha.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Sis just got her hair straighten!
I went with her and I waited her at the saloon for 5 hours.
Lol Look I am so patience.
Patience is a virtue. Blah. :P




Her fringe just make her look like mushroom. xD


She's so happy with her new hairstyle.
I just simply prefer her last time curly hair. :O




See? She look prettier right when she has curls?

With Love,
Samantha

Tuesday, November 23, 2010